i didnt realize until real recent that i had totally isolated myself. i didnt realize i was even doing it. until now when i got noone. i dont have family except for my husband. my kids are 4, 10, 13 and 15. as far as my therapist, i told her i need to see her more frequent but her schedule is too full. im at a clinic and they are always full. her appointments are every 2-3 weeks. this week i felt we got a little further. but she barely knows me. how can i tell her how bad i really feel without ending up inpatient. ive got some hotline#s in my pocket because i need to talk real soon. im going to call her again on mon. but she wont be able to see me sooner.
i know im in a corner but it doesnt matter how much i say in a session when i only see her 1 -2 times a month. how much gets done. at this rate my corner only gets deeper. why even bother. i cant go on like this. my kids deserve better.