If you have read one of my other posts, you would understand what I am talking about, but if not, I will explain.
A little less than 2 weeks ago I passed out for like 10 seconds in my photography class (I'm in 11th grade) after seeing the person next to me do some stupid thing. He swung a stapler at his arm and got the staple in his arm. Someone on the other post said it could be OCD. I think I have OCD too, but don't know if this is considered OCD. It's like my mind is subconsciously reminding me of what happened in my class every time I see something having to do with Pain, or getting hurt.
I used to cut and that never bothered me. But now since I saw him do that, when I see something to do with pain, needles, or blood, I start getting light headed. And sometimes thinking of that time just comes into my head without even trying to think of it, and when I try to get it away it just stays longer. Then I start to feel light headed again. And even when the light headed feeling is gone, I feel as if I am not in reality anymore. Nothing Schizophrenia or anything. I think thats what that is called for that.
I would like to know what is causing this. If it really is OCD or not. Someone else had said it was low blood sugar, or not enough food and water. But I have been eating the same and drinking the same amounts as always. May not be the recommended way to eat, but I doubt it's to do with that since this is only happening since I saw that one kid do this in photo class. I have never been tested or whatever for OCD, or any of the many other things I have come across that I may have (I am not a hypochondriac, that is the last thing I would want to be, Thats why I have never been tested yet :P)
I would really like to have an answer or something ASAP, because I don't want to feel bad at school any more. And I have a thing coming up and I will be away from home for a whole weekend.
Thanks.
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