((((((((((((((mandy))))))))))))
I'm so glad he can't come near you and don't say sorry... you had every right to panic. Like Kerry said, use your alarm if you need it and try not to focus on having to go to court just now, focus on you! Your health is important. We will be here with sacks of support when the time comes for you to give evidence
Take care of yourself hunny and stay safe

Molly