Sunrise,

This is a such a painful post. I have been in this place where I expose my vulnerability and BAM I feel slapped or pushed back once again. I'm so sorry you are there now --

I'll tell you--I would call him and leave a voice mail; to me they are much more effective because you can add as much emotion and dripping sarcasm as you wish. And I would flat out say what I am feeling--that he encouraged you and showed up at a time when you were really feeling down and vulnerable and then he disappeared, leaving you feeling abandoned. I probably would not ask for a return call.

By doing this you can let those feelings out while they are still broiling hot. If you wait till you see him again, they'll be all nice and contained and you might not truly get them out of you.

((Sunrise))

take care of you. This Divorce is almost over, thank heavens. And, by the way, I don't think it's bad that you were emotional in a meeting. After all, you are not there in a professional capacity (that's for the lawyers, coaches, etc.). You were there as one of the parties and frankly, it was a lot of your life invested in that marriage so I think you should yell at the top of your lungs! You go girl!