I HTE HIM I HAT HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM
he's made the biggest mistake of his life loosing me as a friend!
I wish I had someone else IRL... not to rely on, I don't want to rely on anyone... just to be with, just to spend time with.... distractions!!! I didn't rely on him, don't rely on him,,, he was just such a good friend and has dissapeared just like that, O IM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
'm fed up of doing it on my own! I'm not that kind of person!