Dear Sara,

Have you reviewed the following section, of PsychCentral:

http://psychcentral.com/personality/

There, you will find a discussion of the symptoms and the treatment, of each of the personality disorders, you were diagnosed with. My thoughts are, understanding and embracing the diagnosis, i.e., unless you clearly disagree with the diagnosis, is, a first and a necessary step, in the path to recovery.

I wish you the best,

Larry