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Originally Posted by Griffe
Called my T and said we need to talk and took my meds this morning... sounds like nothing but it's something I never do. I'll hate myself in an hour for doing that but at least right now I can take a little pride in almost not being so stubborn. I don't want to drag the people I care about down with me today. .gif "Sad Boy")
So something slightly positive I've done amidst all this pain. Refusing painkiller meds still which makes it hurt worse, it's been a bad time and this is the beginning of a new month... it's gonna be a tough week, this week  But at least I've done something today. |
Griffe, I know how hard that was for you to do...
I sincerely hope it's the start of a new healing for you.
Please...may I ask why you are refusing painkiller meds?
I ask because I also did for a long time...thinking I could tough it out. You are right in saying that it makes it worse.
For me, not controlling my pain made me feel horrible physically and emotionally. It seemed to start a roller coaster of so many sad and hopeless feelings along with struggling just to get out of bed.
I offer my apology if I over stepped a boundary...
Cap
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