Yeah i guess it is. I feel worthless, hopeless, useless and that my family can do a whole lot better without me. I feel a lot of pain but other than that im pretty numb. When everyday feelings should come up i dont feel anything. Ive been seperating myself( for a long time )that i deal with the situation but not feel anything. Good or bad. I cant cry. I just feel depressed. Cold, dark, and very lonely. By cutting i at least feel.