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Thank you. You guys dont know how much that helps just to have someone who understands. Today is a much better day than before. I talked to one of my friends just to catch up. Even though I'm dealing with a lot lately I still couldn’t let myself tell her how i was really feeling. I was embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I shouldn’t have been because this friend has depression issues too and SI issues that she doesn’t hide. i just wanted to be available for her if she needed me. I dont know how to explain it--even if i try to talk about it, the words dont come out. i cant, my body wont let me. Thats why I can only talk about it by writing it down.
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