((((((((silentandscared)))))))) I don't think badly of you sweety. I'm not at all a perfect person by any means and am in no position to judge anyone.

Though, I can see from what you wrote that you too are struggling and feel lost and so alone, (((sas))). So many of us here can relate to those feelings sweetheart. You don't have to go it alone. So many here that care and want to give our support.

Please feel free to pm me anytime! I would love to talk with you!

May God bless you and be with you!
recluse1