i think he understands what i mean. and i think he is saying that he is glad that he is not alone on this pain. i am glad i have friends that i can turn to to talk and that is what we need friends who understand the pain and all about being alone. it is hard but you have to hang in there. i am and coming here and talking to people who knows what it feels like helps too. i think he got what i mean. i know you just want to help him but yelling at him or some one who feels this way doesn't help. trust me on this. i try to tell those around me yelling at me doesn't help. pushing me doesn't help too. just being there and listing helps. you need that. it will be hard but you are not alone.