dear dark purple,

I don't know alot about your problem, but i want to help.

tell me, have you a regular, routine therapist that is not affiliated with any church whatsoever?

there is such a thing as spiritual abuse, but we can look at that later.

are you seeing a therapist or pdoc that you can trust, in spite of what has happened in the past to you, and poor Vanessa...oh dear, my heart is breaking for you!

please look into a 'safe' councellor, that will not see the problems of life in black and white thinking, christiand or non-christian...because it's all about you, your life, your health, your precious heart....and someone who isn't a coward to listen to you, yes?

please find that person, and write us straight away.

I want to follow your endeavors to get well, Dark purple, ok?

I want to help!

LOVE,
night

xoxoxoxo

peace and support