Really just a curiosity...I know in times of my life, I almost wished I could be pregnant. Like whenever my bf and I break up, especially. Mostly so I could still, in some way, keep a piece of him. And I imagine how difficult a life that would be to raise a child as I am, but at times I kinda long to just be a mother. Have that as my career, you know?

And I just wondered if anyone else felt the same. Is this a normal expression from someone with BPD, or is this just me?