Yea, I read somewhere that people with BPD are really sensitive and almost have a 6th sense to others. That we react to what others may not be expressing, but how they feel anyway.

I still believe that quite a few of the fights I cause are because I know what the other person is feeling, and they won't admit to it until I fight it out of them. That's so aggrevating. I've always been able to tell what was about to happen. I can tell my best friend what would happen if she chose this or that. What really sucks is when you warn someone of something bad that will happen if they do something, and then they do it anyway. It's like...you really could've prevented that if only people listened. I know. I don't know how I know, but I'm pretty good at knowing when something's going to happen.

I've never been blind-sighted by a family member getting diagnosed with cancer. Or when my brother's sons were born premature and both died months from each other. I knew exactly who was calling me without looking at the id and I knew they were going to tell me that I needed to get to the hospital quick. I knew exactly where my friend was calling from when she said hello on the phone, and I knew exactly what she did to get there.

Idk, if that's part of the BPD, then I'm not sad I have it. But if it came to a choice of giving that up to get better, I'd give it up in a heartbeat.