I wish I was pregnant too. In fact I made a post about it in the women's forum. I am also BPD so maybe it's a BPD thing to want to have that unconditional love- I don't know. But I'm not pregnant because I think I got my period... even though it randomly stops for short periods of time. I've been trying to get pregnant for a while, but I never ovulate because I'm always on my stupid period! Ugh.