I am now on 20 mg Prozac once a day and .5mg Klonopin up to twice a day as needed. I am still feeling really depressed and my eating disorder has been getting worse and I think my mom is starting to notice. I feel like taking the Klonopin all the time because its the only thing that makes me happier it seems like. I feel less self conscious on it.. but I know its really addicting. The passed few weeks have been hard. I start counseling on Wednesday, and I know I said I wanted to go but now I am not that sure. My mom mentioned something about my eating to them so now I am afraid they are gunna keep asking me food questions. I'm tired and Halloween has made me a fatass.
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I thought that bird would always sing to me.
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