i just feel hopeless......i know i shouldn't i have a child i care about very much even if i can't get better for me i need to get better for him..... i am tired of the memories and the conatant fighting going on inside about things like if i deserve to eat today or not or if i should try to be good to self or hurt self ..... just feel so alone , and worthless. i hate being me.....gif "Sad Girl")
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i was diagnosed with DID 4 years ago although sometimes i deny this disorder.
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