I went to a meeting today with a general practitioner who focuses on psych meds. I missed the first appointment I made with her a bit back. Wasn't the best experience but I made it to the appointment

I posted a question about drugs in the drug forum because I'm both cautious about trusting a school based person as far as meds, and because I'm afraid of what meds will do to me, even though at this point I NEED to try them and I know that.
It's just scary too.
I'm hoping I'll make it to my therapist today too, it always worries me when Ihead over to her now because theres a good chance she makes me feel worse about things and hopeless.
And my boyfriend is coming and there's so much going on... everythings at a tough spot.

Anyway there's what's going on and a little ranting I needed to do. If anyone has advice about meds or anything general, woud GREATLY appreciate feedback here or on drug forum if specific to meed

meep! no scared face on post icons either 0.0