He won't go back, not now that's happened. I know he should, I also know that he just won't.

It's hard to not let her get to me, when she's making damn sure we can never be together (we're trying to make it work), and being totally uncompassionate, and making it so that he can't be there for me when I need him. And if I can't go to him when I need to, how is it a real relationship?