{{{{{{{{{{{{{SAS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You don't need to apologize for how you feel. It is what it is. God made us to need each other and to need Him. You needing someone to love you in turn helps you to recognize God's love for you.

Because we can't go into religion on this board, it stops me from posting publicly how Recluse and I can help you. I'll be PMing you, Hon.

Recluse is a wise, loving, wonderful woman. You can count on her to support you very well, also. You're not alone, "Sassi". And you certainly are LOVED.