I'll never be equal 2 a straight person. I'll never have the same rights as a herterosexual will I? I would have hoped that as a nation we would have evolved where bigotry and prejudice does not exist. But I am wrong. I've always been less than. I hope this whole prop 8 thing in Ca doesn't throw me down the drain. Sometimes one thing can set off one of my depressions. I wished I lived in Sweden. Where will I ever belong? Thanks for being there even when it all looks dark to me.