I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes. I'm sorry you feel so unloved. You are lovable, you are worthwhile, and never, ever, apologize for posting over and over or talking about what makes you hurt. I'd much rather you say what hurts then act on what makes you hurt. Know what I mean jelly bean? I'd let you borrow my lamb if you lived down the street. Then YOu'd be taken care of . I hope you have your own lamb to cuddle.