i was dx with bpd when i was 16 and was treated extensively for 10 years. after 15 years of no treatment i started again. saw a dr for 15 min and said you cant be bpd. how can he make a judgement like that. i had the best treatment available at the expense of my parents. i have no insurance and have to attend this clinic. how do i get the right treatment?
right now in in such a deep pit. why should i even try? nobody will miss me and it wont get any better anyway.