Hi. Goodness you sound like a younger me. I was engaged in highschool and supposed to go to my July wedding. Instead I got on a plane and went to Florida (Fort Lauderdale). I called a few days later and when I felt that my mom wasn't going to kill me I came home. That Sept. I started Nursing School. I met Mr. Right, my Doctor I was supposed to marry. I never finished my RN, hurried and got my LPN, worked while my new husband finished his Medical degree. After that and 2 kids later, I met the man of my dreams so I took the kids and left and divorced my Doctor and almost but didn't THANK YOU GOD, my new hero...and on and on and on. I'm 46. I'm living with my "soul mate". I'm also in treatment. My poor kids. My mother basically did the same thing. She was married 5 times. Now I'm trying to make my life right but at this particular moment, my boys are staying with their dad until I get my psych crisis under control. Good luck to you. Let me know if I can answer something for you. I have a diagnosis but it may be nothing like the one the docs will give you. Best of luck to you. Hang in there on the divorce part of this. Divorce totally sucks. I still haven't finished getting my due comings but I keep praying. My ex makes my life miserable every minute of every day. He's out for blood and has been. So has my first fiance. We are human and humans are made to err but it doesn't feel any better. Hang in there big time.