over the years, i've told very FEW people about my "anniversary"...we all know that some things make people uncomfortable and we just don't talk....i'm so glad that i shared with you guys...so far this has been the easiest April in years...i just go back and read these posts and it lifts the blues off my shoulders and sorta distributes the weight around with my friends here. i am very grateful for all of you.......and i do hope to find love again....he definitely doesn't want me to be alone.