i trust him.
but ive just reallised he treats me like crap.
he *****es. hes horrible to me to my face sometimes too. he'll say sorry, but there you go.
and now it does seem i kinda of..need the intimacy.
im not horny or anything
i just want to be wanted. to be loved...
im not in love with him.
now im in love with this feeling.
i cant go without it...
im just so f*cking confused. i just want things to go back to how they were before. without all the lies. the heartbreak. the *****iness. the lonliness.