exactly. but its like im completely desperate. tbh ive lost 90% of my friends in the past year... i just completely flipped and turned into a complete *****.. anyway; its like im taking all i can get. ive still got my 3 best schoolfriends. but i just want this because i feel like i want love. and i dont know how else to feel like im properly loved... even when im obviously not here.
sorry, im being a bit self obsessed atm. just had another bad day, emotional etc.