It does, thanks

It's helping the doubt go away.

But like with the blue thing, I would just like imagine everything just turning blue all at the same time. Not just imagining everything blue. But like everything just turning blue. Like now when I think about it I was probably just trying to make everything the same I guess, and that everything was even? I'm not sure. I can't find words to describe it. Very hard to describe. lol

And another thing... I am in tennis. Most of the time I have this thing I do where i bounce the racket 2 times on each side of me and with each hand after every point I lose. It annoys me, but I feel like I play better when I do that. And like I feel I play better when I touch the whole racket side on the ground perfectly at the same time, and then of course I have to the other side too. and I feel like I play better.

Anyways, thanks. This is helping that doubt. Although it will still be here, just not as much. Also my friends has OCD, and that is how I first heard about OCD. So that also adds to my doubts because I started noticing more after that and realizing.