30 was great for me. The only thing that sucked was my boyfriend at the time didn't treat it as speacial as I would have liked.
I think 34 was my bad year. I was so depressed and fat and ugly and old, etc....
By 36 I became skinny and very confident and didn't worry about my age.
I'll be 38 in June. It worries me a little, but I think it all depends on how you feel. Age is just a number.
You are still so young yet!
I do understand when you say you don't see yourself as an old woman, I don't see myself that way either. But I'm still the same girl I was when I was 18, even better now!
Why don't you think you'll make it to be an "old woman"?