All I can say is that is horrible. Yet in someways I feel I can relate. I am not a people person either and I work as a server at the Keg. People say I'm shy and too reserved. I do my job great yet people can't understand me because I'm not like them. I hope that helps in some ways. believe me, a lot of the time I feel worthless...and that what is the point in living because I have few friends and I'm not able to relate to people very well. But then i stop and think, well i am a great person and I do do a lot for people. It's not me that's the problem it's people and how they perceive me. I'm very sure that you are a wonderful person, and by reading what you wrote I think you are intelligent, caring and real. you're not superficial at all. You should be proud of that and have confidence. what I'm wondering is why your boss doesn't praise you more. it's her job to value you as an employee and make you feel as though your contribution is important. This would increase your self esteem and be friendlier with others....I appretiate you from what you've said...don't let others judge you...I hope this helps and I truly hope you get better...if you need to talk you can message me anytime