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Originally Posted by oneinleftfield
I am so pissed I just wrote this most beautiful email to you. I'm sorry you are hurting. And f off those ******holes!!!! Have you tried working on your self esteem? Maybe check out that book I wrote about in my post the other day? Other peoples posts on self e? Cancel the flippin dinner. Say you changed your mind or something. Take a class in something to gain some mastery . I took an art class on jewelry making. Just a sat. class but I picked up my creations today and they look gr8. Made me feel like a star!!! Email me anytime. I'm sending you hugs.  |
Thank you, leftfield! I do try working on my self esteem and after years and years of having it tore down I have (had) finally gotten it up to where, ok--you don't like me, that's fine, not everyone will like everyone, I'm still a good person, I'm helpful, caring, intelligent. And now it's gone. yes, I am still those things but I'm just fooling myself if I believe I'm worthwhile. I think I will tell him I didn't get phone coverage in New Orleans and skip the dinner. I know, I should suck it and go. Prove I can, but I think it's too much for me.
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