I'll try to keep saying no. What I really need to do is try and stop screwing off online and actually work. I just have no motivation regarding my job and haven't for about a year. You would think things like, oh, I don't know, BILLS would be motivation enough.

I don't even have the luxury of taking medical leave. Not to throw a pity party or anything. Luckily my job allows me to set my own hours. Just sometimes I take advantage of it too much and don't work as much as I need to to cover all the expenses. One of these days I'm going to be told to shape up or ship out.