I thought I would give an update on my EMDR.

Seems thing to be going very well. My T is very impressed with how I am doing. My boyfriend says that things are better at home. He can joke around with me and I'm not so over sensitive.

My big news - I have finally actually come to the realization and belief that I am NOT to blame for my parents issues. And that it is NOT my fault.

This is huge for me. I have always blamed myself for everything. And I am finally beginning to realize this is not the case. My parents are to blame. They are bad parents (I have a better word for it, however it is not allowed). I have also decided that my parents need to be kicked to the curb, slapped up side the head, and kicked in the shin repeatedly!