Thanks Jen.

That's where I'm afraid I'm heading. I get up in the morning and sit at my computer and just can't move. There's just no joy in my job anymore, at least not in my present position. Maybe if I was back in clinic where I had interaction with the staff, but right now I'm just a number who's in Wisconsin and the office is in California. I just can't afford to take a huge pay cut to work at a clinic again. At least now I can work until the pay needs are met. Downside is that I'm not actually doing that anymore.