((((((((Wi Fighter)))))))))

I understand that. In todays economy there really isnt alot of choices and its us who is suffering. Try to realx a bit. When your away from work...stay away from work. Dont talk about it. Dont talk to anyone else about it. Dont think about it and if you do, forgive yourself and move on. Take some time out for you. Relaxing time. Take a walk. Sit out on your porch and read a magazine. Rent some movies. Draw. paint. Oragami (I did that). Anything that will help you take your mind away from work. Being withdrawn from your job is not uncommon. When you find yourself in that position, get up and walk away for a bit. Give youself sometime. I had a period of time today at work where I just felt like.....I didnt wanna do nothing. And, for 10 minutes I did nothing. Then after that was over I went back to work. It's ok to get side tracked. Be easy on yourself.
Feel free to PM me anytime if you need to talk further or we can post back and forth here. LOL. It's up to you. I will help ya, talk to ya, anything I can do. I know how upsetting this can be.