hi there

it's normal... for OCD. many times i have had very disturbing thoughts about how i might hurt my cats. still happens now and then but not with the same frequency since being treated. and at least now I know what it is. i have never hurt my cats of course.

thinking you are going to hurt others is an OCD thing. (it might be something else too, but I can only speak for OCD).

the only thing i can say is that you should remind yourself that in all this time you have never hurt your child or anyone else and there is no reason to think you ever will. you're not delusional, you know the thoughts are bad. so you're NOT like those people you hear about on the news. these are just thoughts and they can't hurt anyone.