It sounds like some of my symptoms of ocd, my thing has been sucking on my bottom lip which I never noticed until I had some dental work done and it caused pain to do so but I still couldn't stop sucking on my bottom lip no matter how hard I tried.
I am sorry that you are having a hard time finding a therapist.
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