Thanks for responding, I really appreciate it! To awnser your first question about seeing the neurologist, they wanted to see if my MD was directly, or somewhat.. connected to my mental aggrivations, and depression. And see if MD was a contributing factor to my mind in any way. But, yes, I will print off the quiz results and take it to them, definatly. I am prepared, that's for sure! Because I.. just wanna get it out. I WANT to be proactive in finding a proper treatment for this mess. And I do totally agree that Its not DEFINATLY most likely ADHD, but I have some qualities of it. But, what the other problem is too, is treating me with "stimulant" like medications, like Wellbutrin, is my breathing my psych nurse said. She is one that prescribes my meds, and also my psychiatrist too. She said that it would affect my breathing, and it.. did. Because we have tried Cymbalta, and she told me that Wellbutrin is somewhat like it. And Cymbalta gave me trouble breathing, so.. I immediatly went off it.
Yesterday, when I seen her, I brought in my grades. My whole report. And she said I seem to be doing good. And I told her that, that is not the case in my head. I am struggling to keep up with the Bs and Cs. And she said.. so.. it's more of an exhaustion thing, isn't it? I told her yes. I told her I feel like sleeping all the time, frankly. It's like I don't care most of the time about school, or anyone or making friends. Because I hardly have a social life, because I feel no worth in making friends. And.. when I do, I always think they are thinking negative of me, or whatever. It's just a huge mess! I am honestly ready to get really upset, because she seems like she is just not listening to me, that Mood Stabillizers are not working, they make me TOO tired. Well, then she says, "Looks like we have to lower the dose.. then?" I said.. "I guess... somethin.." It's just a mess! I WILL explain this to my neuro.
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