I am a mother of two and have always been very irritable and impatient. But over the last year I have really struggled. Everything irritates me...sounds especially. I have become very negative and easily frustrated. I scream at the kids all day. And then I feel terrible about it. I cry a couple times a week. I have tried so hard to change but the more I try the more it just irrupts. I don't want to be like this. I feel like it is effecting my 3 year old. I see myself in him. He gets so easily frustrated and yells. I need to change soon so he doesn't end up negative and angry all the time like me. I want to be happy and less uptight. I have wondered if I had a mood disorder...could I? I don't have thoughts of suicide. I don't think I am depressed. But I sure cry a lot. Any opinions would be so appreciated.