tut.... stupid comp lost my reply! and I'm not really in mood for typing today

(((((marci))))))
it takes a special person to deserve to be with someone as lovely as you, thats why it's taking time
It's hard to console this kind of pain, it has to come from within ourselves. I want someone's love, care, to share my life with (thought I had him)... so can appreciate in some ways the pain of being alone and lonely (I have no friends now either)... but that's the big thing... alone and lonely are completely different... you may feel lonely because there's a person 'missing' from your life, but you are not alone. You have two wonderful children for starters and I'm pretty sure the dogs appreciate you too... maybe there are more people ...concentrate on your love for them and there love for you and the rest will just come (I feel like such a hypocrite writing that 'cause it's stupidly hard and I feel like it doesn't work... but our situations are different and I KNOW that you are a strong person and can do this)
And hey, so what if somme days are pretty awful... everyone has bad days, just happens that we're depressed and it's harder... but remember that tomorrows another day, never bring bad things from yesterday into today. Wow... babbling now.
Take care always,
Molly