I really hope you are right. I so want to be my perky, happy self again. Sometimes I look back and it seems as though i was in someone elses body. And i really want to go back there. If i could first off make the decision to stay or go and be comfortable with my decision and get over this hurt. I'm so angry! But i'm mostly hurt. And I don't even know how to begin to get my myself. I don't even want to be around me. I don't even know if I truely remember that person