for my social anxiety, my T suggested that I try to do something at least once a week with my friends. How can I do that when all my friends like to do is go to parties?? I don't want them to feel like they have to do something different to include/accomodate me...I told her that my friends like to club alll the time and yet she insists i try to do something with them...Clubs are something I will never be able to do. I hate being around ton of people tightly packed together in small spaces, not to mention I am tiny (5 feet) and that makes it all the worse. I did use to go to clubs, but I was usually drunk Which doesnt help anything.

Now what? I just do things by myself? I hate doing things by myself, but looks like it's going to end up that way Doing things alone doesn't help with my social anxiety either.Cuz Im still not interacting with anyone...the only activity I like doing by myself is going to the gym(only cuz i can stay there forever and wouldnt want to drag someone with me). So the gym it is...i guess....I hate this!!!!!!!!!! Why cant i just be friggin normal....I hate myself!!!!