Dear dancerrox,
Do you have the kind of relationship with your parents where you sit down and talk and tell them about being overwhelmed and having the panic attacks?
It reminds me of my senior year, (decades ago) where I was in excellerated classes, marching, concert, and symphonic bands, chorale and madrigals, and studying advanced ballet, as well as tennis and swimming team. Oh, and sorting through the best out of state colleges of which to apply. If anyone had told me to slow down and take one day at a time and maybe separate what I wanted to do immediately and what to put on the back burner, I doubt I would have grown up with the very skewed ideas of what a normal person's educational, work load is. Slow down now before it comes back to haunt you physically and emotionally.
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