Yes! I so get this - the need to attach, and the fight against attaching.

I know I am JUST getting to the point where I can hold onto T a little between sessions - and I trust that HE is holding on to ME - and it feels good.

I do call and leave tons of voice mails. Well, not tons - but if something comes up, or if something bad happens, or if I'm happy and having a really good day, I'll call. It feels good knowing that he is hearing what I am saying and helping me hold it.

(((((((((((((((((((((( Miss C)))))))))))))))))))))