Hey Prue;

Life is worth living, God is testing us to see how we can handle these feelings, they say God doesn't give us more than we can handle. I just seems like we are being punished, but we are not! You are important, you do want to live and happiness will come back again, just give yourself time to heal. If your not seeing a professional for help, maybe you should and given meds to help that dark feeling inside.

I wish your pain and dispair to go away.

((((((((((((( Hugs )))))))))))))))))