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Originally Posted by Kiya
this just hit the nail on the head for me. I am in the peeling back layers part and it sure is freaky. Sometimes i am ok, sometimes I need T soooo bad to tell me i am ok. It upsets me that i am not as independent as i was - that i am needy now since i can't really be ok with having needs. the closer i get to this wound, the bigger the wound is.  |
And what YOU wrote hit the nail on the head for me. I have actually described it to T as pulling back layers of armor. I almost have a visual image of it- he is past my big wall, and now I'm letting him through the layers and layers of the armor that are right on me, protecting me. And yeah, it's hard to not be as independent, to be needy, to feel the pain of that wound. I think you and I need to be holding hands again!!
