Vienna, I haven't made it this far yet, but I can honestly say...the places I have ventured the last 2 months were totally in the "thing you should NEVER EVER talk about" category. My T spent a long time trying to help me understand that there is no topic that is off limits in her office. Only just recently have I attempted to take advantage of this. I've been incredibly uncomfortable and still tend to be in the reach and retreat pattern, but I am slowing working my way through my issues.

Be patient with yourself.