Thank you all.

I feel like I still have a long way to go as far as totally trusting her. There are still some things I want to say but haven't got the nerve up to yet.

Its just huge, huge for me to trust. I don't think I have every totally trusted anyone in my whole life, so its hard to talk myself into doing it now.

I still osculate back and forth as to whether I really want to continue with therapy because it really stirs alot of emotions up and its making it so much harder in my every day life to deal with things.
Sometimes I think its making me worse.

Hangingon