I suspect you'll be done with the meds pretty soon, but I hope you keep 'em handy for the next time it gets too rough. ("next time" as opposed to "if" lol, but that's how it is.) But in the mean time, I'm sure glad you have a measure of calm restored. And besides that, anything that plops you outside of yourself long enough to gain some of the insight and reflection you articulate here, well, that's a good thing. Way good. I mean, that, in the end, is our salvation with bp. Insight. You are a natural at it. Glad to hear from you. tc.