Ry,

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please do not be so hard on yourself.
When I fail my T tells me so what so you slipped up no one died so you just dust yourself off and start again...beating yourself up over it will only make you want to SI more.....I know this first hand myself...
so take care and give yourself a hug for me...........
your such a great inspiration and encouragment to me.
I slipped the other night ....but I am just starting counting the days again instead of beating myself....
LOVE YOU RY take care